1. |
Fallout 4 Marathon
03:24
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And i hate to be the one who tells all your sons- the future is here, but it is not beautiful.
it is not beautiful.
and id hate to be the one to teach all your sons about how the sun rises just to set again in the end.
and id hate to be the one who tells all your sons of the horrors awaiting them.
And i hate to be the one who tells all your sons- the future is here, but it is not beautiful.
it is not beautiful.
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2. |
BEHIND CLOSED DOORS
01:27
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i have seen faces you’ll never believe,
i have seen faces that no one should see,
i have heard words that are stronger than screams,
i have heard voices i cannot believe.
they have religion, what does it mean?
he has six arms, two heads, and eight legs,
he feasts upon children, delivered by priests,
they have religion, what does it mean?
behind closed doors,
behind closed doors,
he is behind closed doors,
hiding.
he has a world that you’ll never believe,
he has a voice, that no one should see,
he has a hate stronger than screams,
he has my heart, he tore it from me.
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3. |
Us, Two
00:50
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i use to have a friend.
i use to have a friend.
friend.
i use to have a friend.
friend.
i use to
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4. |
Cancer & Immortality
04:38
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dearest friends.
ill be gone someday.
stay in memory with you, until you die.
and if you never die, i guess i never die.
and if you never die, well..
stuck in between,
my body and my soul.
broken on the outside.
broken on the inside,
i said id find away.
i think that i was lying this whole time.
its getting hard to fight,
the way i breath is out of time
my ribcage starts to give away.
and if i never die, i guess ill watch you die,
and if you never die, well..
my dearest friend,
where the hell have you been?
I’ve been searching for signs of life
last time i saw you,
you were breathing out of time.
and i don’t think you have much left.
sweetest friend,
where the hell have you been?
plotting your death this whole time
and if i watch you die,
i think i would just die.
and if you’re really dead, well..
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5. |
Alien Ocean
02:27
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murky water, murky water, the fish glow beneath, the sand moves with them.
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I'll take your bets,
I'll take off your clothes,
I can make it winter,
I can take your gloves.
And I pray for your grandmas,
You know i wish her well.
You've got to get of life support
before you get addicted to the magic pill.
STOP GIVING A SHIT.
its what they want from YOU.
STOP GIVING A SHIT.
its what they want you to do.
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7. |
/RESTMYHEAD/
01:58
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8. |
Fung!K!ng
00:10
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9. |
Going For Me (album)
03:06
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what ever happened to my childhood dreams?
so ecstatic, when music was a part of me,
and i could use my voice through my six strings,
i miss those days,
where we could just get along,
why do i feel lonely?
why are you lonely?
when i leave, remember that i said
its all I’ve got going for me, ill make it work, ill make it work,
ill figure it out, i really hope i do,
its all I’ve got going for me, my life is misguided directions
on a one way street, i guess ill make my own,
its all I’ve got going for me.
and high school is hard enough,
without these assholes trying to catch my bluff,
on a hook made of insults barely strung together,
can’t we pretend to get along?
and my friends all say I’ve had enough,
but I’m not drunk, I’m barely even buzzed,
and my appetite for love is slowly killing me,
remember what i said when i leave;
because this all I’ve got going for me, ill make it work, ill make it work,
ill figure it out, i really hope i do,
its all I’ve got going for me, my life is misguided directions
on a one way street, i guess ill make my own,
its all I’ve got going for me, ill play my sad songs,
and perhaps you’ll sing along, in fact, i hope you do,
its all I’ve got going for me, me and the tap water,
are going down the kitchen sink, why can’t i break the cycle?
its all I’ve got going for me.
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10. |
Fragmented
02:30
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i long to tear apart my flesh,
and when its all over with, i wish to bathe in the pieces.
a mortally fucked existence,
I’m stuck in all my secrets.
i plan to keep them.
i wish that i could kill my friends,
so i wouldn’t have the extra baggage.
i wish all my peers were dead,
so i wouldn’t have to worry about impressing them.
i hate this body, but i love the way it bleeds.
i hate my voice but i love the way it thinks.
my life is fucking garbage, i hurt everything i love;
whats the point of living if I’m losing everyone?
i wish that i could kill myself,
so i noone had the extra baggage
I’m stuck in my secrets, and i plan on keeping them.
I’m buried beneath the floorboards inside your house,
I’m buried in between your words, trapped inside your mouth.
behind your tongue.
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11. |
No Air
03:44
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the only woman i could ever love is now lost at sea,
holes in her ship, no air in her body,
and she was broken on the outside, promised to find a way,
but i knew she was lying the whole fucking time.
our child was made of straw,
our house was clumps of dirt,
whenever i'd try to get a better life,
you'd always end up hurt,
the only woman i could ever love is now lost at sea,
holes in her ship, no air in her body,
and she was broken on the outside, promised to find a way,
but i knew she was lying the whole fucking time.
i knew she was lying this whole fucking time.
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12. |
Screamqueen
03:11
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13. |
Wool Carpet
02:16
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i guess you just don’t understand my purpose yet.
but thats okay, because i know you’ll never get it.
please stop yelling, I’m trying to get some sleep
please stop yelling, i really don’t want to eat.
not tonight, of any night.
not tonight. of any night.
please stop screaming, its getting hard think.
please stop screaming, its getting hard to breath.
i guess you just don’t understand my purpose yet.
but that okay, because i know you’ll never get it.
innocence, burns away like dead flesh.
sadness in my chest. I’m broken at my best.
please stop screaming.
please stop screaming.
please stop screaming.
I’m trying to get some sleep.
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14. |
The Dustbowl
03:27
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15. |
Before Humans Were Made
05:03
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and I’m lost just thinking about you,
before humans were made,
I’m finally here without you,
before humans were made.
no more conversation,
before humans were made.
I’m lost just thinking about you,
I’m lost just thinking about you.
and I’m stuck just dreaming about you,
far, far away,
stuck in two different lives,
before humans were made,
( and I’m lost just thinking about you,
before the time was made,
I’m stuck just dreaming about you,
before humans were made. )
its getting cold without you,
before humans where made,
forever caught in existence,
before the time was made.
its darker just thinking about you,
as the light hits my face,
love lost in the fading day,
before humans were made.
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16. |
Asshole ( 2016 )
02:30
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And people can’t handle the truth,
I’m sorry for what i did to you,
but honestly,
i don’t really care.
so shut up, you’re a hypocrite-
full of constant shit,
and I’m sick of these games you play-
these simulations are getting lame:
And you know-
i think that its funny how you’ve always gotta play the asshole.
so the kids they will play all day,
make fun of your pigtails,
make fun of your face,
so you’ll take it out on me-
i guess I’m just your problem, but thats only me-
so pipe down, you’re kind of being a prick,
i know this sounds rude, but its hard to let—
your constant fucking bickering tear us apart,
and you know i think its funny-
how you’ve always gotta play the asshole.
I’m the asshole.
were all assholes.
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17. |
A Single Thought
05:00
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18. |
Fallout ( V2 )
03:13
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And i hate to be the one who tells all your sons- the future is here, but it is not beautiful.
it is not beautiful.
and id hate to be the one to teach all your sons about how the sun rises just to set again in the end.
and id hate to be the one who tells all your sons of the horrors awaiting them.
And i hate to be the one who tells all your sons- the future is here, but it is not beautiful.
it is not beautiful.
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19. |
No Air ( Acoustic Demo )
03:27
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the only woman i could ever love is now lost at sea,
holes in her ship, no air in her body,
and she was broken on the outside, promised to find a way,
but i knew she was lying the whole fucking time.
our child was made of straw,
our house was clumps of dirt,
whenever i try to get a better life,
you always end up hurt,
the only woman i could ever love is now lost at sea,
holes in her ship, no air in her body,
and she was broken on the outside, promised to find a way,
but i knew she was lying the whole fucking time.
i knew she was lying this whole fucking time.
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20. |
Drunk Mario Kart
10:59
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boug Sarasota, Florida
i do a lot of different stuff. currently studying at Ringling College of Art & Design for illustration.
$kullgang.
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